New beginnings...

*deep sigh* I think this may be worse than square one. Back to start, but the slate isn't even clean. I shouldn't allow people's hypocrisy to affect me, but really... There is no real 'moving on' or 'coming to terms' or even 'letting go' on the interwebz. The constant rehashing of old shit and then putting new shit on top of it and setting it aflame? Yeah, don't see what the point is in that. The spiteful rummaging to find things just because another person hurt you? Pointless. Reveling in someone else's pain is just fucking annoying. People can claim 'oh, it's so wrong' and 'You shouldn't do-' blah blah blah. People are selfish by nature and even when someone does something nice, it isn't just for that person. It's because YOU feel you did something good and YOU feel better.

I don't even know what the point of this entry was... Oh, yeah:

Kubo-sensei? You're on crack. I think it's some of the stuff Kishimoto-san was smoking, but you saved yours while he used all of his up a while ago and is puffing along on the residual effects.

Fairy Tail was good, and I'm enjoying the shounentardness of it. Simple formula, characters I like, and fighting. That's all I need. Probably why I read Veritas. Shit, if Vinland Saga came out more often, I would be so fucking set. Vikings and political coups? Fucking aye.

Extra: I need to figure out when East of Eden comes out, so I know when to look for it. I think that's my flagship anime for this season.

*rolls around x2*

I don't wanna cut the grass. ;__;

And now I have apps to do... orz. I'm recycling Grimmjow's from LSG [which was also from the CFUD app I sent in but incorrectly cus it wasn't posted] because it's perfectly good. Have to update the canon though to current. And if I don't app, I think half my clique will strangle me if someone fail gets him. Again.

I might just hold Grimmjow and then app Hinata. No one is going to app her. *shrugs* And if they do... errr.... I have to find another place to play her, cus her sn I like and she deserves more love.

And YAY for BURNING BRIDGES. At least I wasn't still on it. I have more common sense than that. Though I'm sure the letter made me seem like a raging moron with too much spare time. I got an anon comment, too! I think I'm the only one, cus of the letter.

Of course, I'm raging. But not a moron. And I have no spare time anymore it seems. orz

And as far as people knowing what I'm like... It's a bad thing to say, but I'm not a nice person. I can be patient. Calm. Understanding. But I really dislike taking people's shit, and if I don't like you, woe to you. I'm not spiteful unless you drag it out, but I will shut you down and scathingly if you cross me.

I'm not popular either, and I'm sure someone can slander me across the interwebz if they knew the right people, but it's not like I care. If someone judges you based on what other people said and not actions you have seen yourself, you aren't worth my time anyway.

Oh, geez. This turned into another wank post. =o= I wonder how that happened?