New beginnings...

Wheeeee, I finally got my new phone. 8D And now I get to stare at it and try to figure out all the random useless features. Or I'll just load MP3s on it and set up ring tones like whoa.... and hope no one calls me during work and some strange screaming ring tone comes on... I'm pretty sure I'll die [laughing on the inside] if I get a Dr.Tran ring tone and it suddenly starts shouting 'AaaAaaaAAaaa Where is the emergency break?! I think she took it with her!!'

Lulz... I really have to get it now...

I hate CCing everyone on every damn e-mail I send and being CC'd on everything everyone else sends.

Stop the damn e-mail spam please. Just forward me the end result, thanks.

And stop baby sitting me by asking me to copy you on everything. I'm doing my job. Do you need to know that? It's only when I'm not doing it that should concern you.

Geez. Office politics suck. >/


AND I'm hungry. Fail. *goes to heat left overs from home*

Okay. That doesn't make a damn bit of sense.

How can you have overdraft protection that DRAINS your savings account -cus I had shit in it- and then CHARGE me 10 dollars for it. Taking it from my checking account when you JUST put money in there to prevent me from being over-drafted?

I wouldn't have BEEN over-drafted if you hadn't taken out that 10 dollars, asshole. D< I had to search my account to see where the hell it kicked in. I checked my account to make sure and STILL shit happens. UGH. How can I save up for ANYTHING.

That and my job is like >/ "You always have your personal e-mail up and we feel like you aren't focusing on the job."

Sorry, but it's ALWAYS up. Just like you said. E-mail of both kinds is up. Always. I do all my work in a timely fashion and I do it well. I ask good questions and understand what you've been giving us so far, so why do I get a warning like that when I've been on task all this time? I'm sorry if you don't give me anything to do and then I get bored and check my e-mail. It's a habit... =_= Just like I told Kris, it's like: type type write read CHECK E-MAIL read read type. Habitually I will. ESPECIALLY when I'm bored.

I know you guys are task-oriented, but I am not. I don't create lists because I like lists. [I love tables though, tamato, tomato, yeah yeah] I create them because if I don't, I'LL FORGET EVERYTHING unless you tell me twice. You don't want to tell me twice, so I have lists.

I do not work linearly. I do everything at once at random times when I remember things and then finish off one by one by one until they're all done by the end of the day... UNLESS I have a time requirement, then that gets done first or by the time it's needed. It's just the way I am and I can't help it. *sighs* But anyway, no more g-mail up unless I'm on lunch or when there is NOTHING to do and my trainer isn't nearby to go >/ at me.

I'll have to change my home page, too. >_>

Gmail > Outlook

Too bad for me I guess. [spams my f-list]

Well isn't this lovely? =_= I usually make a point of not jumping into anything because I hate being wrong. I don't like not having all the facts and making judgments only based on half -or less- of the story. It's just a precaution I take because whenever I say something I want to mean it and not have to take it back. In fact, I can't take it back, because it means I didn't think properly about it before I said it. While in RL I can do that, online I refuse because my fingers don't move on their own.

I've been feeling exceptionally angry recently and while it could easily be said I'm taking it out on the most opportune person, I don't think that's the case. I was pretty scathing, but I don't even know if it was passed on to her. If it was, no reply was necessary from her to defend herself. That or I'll get a ridiculously long e-mail worthy of the near!flame I sent her.

I used to be so calm .=o= And the internet used to be for fun.

I guess I'll give it a few more months. I've been thinking about it for a while anyway. My attention span has decreed that I need to move on and additional reasons are pushing me away as well. It might be time to drop more characters and a comm so I can do other things. Work is kicking my ass, but not nearly as bad as I thought it would. I think that's only because I'm getting to leave early instead of staying until close out. When that happens I probably won't last much longer. I'm sure the Team Leaders will go D8< at them giving me that two week allowance to get used to the schedule only to quit 2 months later. But hey. I could have quit immediately. Be grateful you have an employee who tried. I'll at least give a two week notice, unlike some who just stop showing up.

I have no word back about my car yet and my rental ends in... 2 days? Not a good sign, really. I need to call because if my rental runs out, I am totally fucked. There's no way I can work two jobs without a car in VA. Our public transportation is failtastic. I'm already using some of the money that would have paid off some bills and gone into savings to get my car fixed. Stupid 250 dollar deductible. But it sure as hell is better than the ridiculous 2800 bucks it would have cost. 1000 of which is labor. 13.5 hours of that labor [roughly half] is to repaint it factory color. I'm half tempted to tell them to slap a clear coat on it and let me roll out.

*rubs my paid account* I have a new one I told you not to do it, Manda DX XD DX but I'm wasting days by not filling up my icon spots. I hate renaming things, but I think it's time to clear out most of them and just start fresh. I'll probably just start treating this like an RP account... =_= Have an icon for each of my emotions then crack ones for lulz. I have a feeling I'll be using my 'woe' and '>/' one a lot.

This time, I'll at least have one icon for every character I RP. How the hell do I have a Sasuke icon and not an Itachi one? More fail.

All I'm doing at my day job is busy work. It's all stuff that needs to be, sure, but I didn't hire on for filing. Now I'm doing data entry at both jobs and the reason why I didn't go full time at my first one was because I knew I couldn't handle it... and NOW look at what I'm doing. My wrist fucking hurts. *sighs* But this one pays more. Almost time and a half compared to the other one, and I can surf the interwebz on my hour long lunch break if I want. And they're giving me a business phone. With accessories. I have no right to complain.

=_= We're also going to Norfolk for what I call company field trip tiemz. I'm going to sleep on the ride. Especially if I have to be ready by 7am. That's usually when I wake up. Fail x2.

I've eaten out almost every day for the past 2 weeks. I have no idea how I'm not broke considering I also have to pay 6 bucks a day for parking until I get a spot on the parking deck OR get off my lazy ass to fill out my reimbursement form. It's more of I'm waiting to do it for the full two weeks. I'll probably submit it every pay day.

And oh hay. First check this Friday! \o/ Only has 1 week and 2 days on it, but I bet it's as much as my two week check at Wachovia. Probably even more. Score.

I have to set up a savings plan. It's March and I haven't saved up a dime for anything. My savings have been depleting, too. Car insurance is due this month. Otakon is in 5 months. I want to pay off at least one of those fucking loans by the end of this year. Haven't done my taxes. I don't know if I'm going to AMA for more than one day. I might not work that con at all because the BDPA Regionals is that weekend. The Nationals are the same week as Ota and in ATL. I think this conflict of interests is fail. I'm totally going to Otakon. I plan this way too much to hand it off. That and I don't want to see what flaming wreckage I come back to if I let one of the others handle it... >_>

I think my ego is growing. I try to pop it, but it only beats me upside my head. Huh.

I'm also rambling, but if I see one more serial number and check box... I might have to go Postal so my mother doesn't have to. She has chibi, after all.

And no. Suffer my f-list. No lj-cut for you.

Okay, so... I got into an accident yesterday. Yeah, yeah, I'm okay. Kyorabi is not. ;__; And fuck all if my insurance doesn't go sky high despite me never being in an accident before and I've driven for 5 years now. Late for my first day at work because I blanked out. No, not going to sleep, just 'buh' and then 'oh shi-' and then '*screeeech*' and finally '*crunch*'.

If a facepalm could have summarized my actions, I would have done so repeatedly. I rear-ended this poor guy. It was his 7th day at work... and he works for Wachovia. His co-worker drove by, stopped to be like 'sup, you alright? Okay, I'll tell the guys at work even though you called. And he kinda chuckled and went, 'All in the family =D' when I told him I also worked at Wachovia. Overall, it wasn't the *ajdskflajfsa* experience that most people seem to have. Called 911, "No, no one is hurt" and "I'm on exit so and so" and the cops got there. Did all that stuff.

I got to work at around 9:15-9:30. *cries* My car D:

I'm a little sore today, but I've been worse just sitting at the keyboard at Wachovia typing for 5 hours straight. Suffice to say, yeah I went to my new job, but I'm not going to work tonight. It'll kill me. Supposed to work Saturday. Screw that too. My schedule is totally loaded up and I'm going ;__;

Have a 250 dollar deductable when I pick up my car. I'll find out how much for the other guys car. It didn't look very serious compared to what happened to MINE. But he had mustang. =_= I saw what I hit and went *ajdsklja* cus it's a nice car. He waved it off even though he was like "My baby ;__;". I didn't really bother with looking at mine until I called 911. Called work. Called my OTHER night job. Called Broyles to tow it to the Dealer. Then called Mom. Who called Charles so that he could take me to work. Then I got calls all day. From Geico [other guys insurance], then State Farm [my insurance], then called the rental car place.

Funny how my car insurance is due March 15th. >_>

And this has all been a rambling mess, but I don't care. =o= I'm at work now waiting for my trainer to finish up a few things and then we'll start up again.

I'm a little sore. -___-;;

And I think I'm coming down with a cold.

My cramps have come.

I have to wake up earlier tomorrow to teach/assist class.

Fail.

Over 9000.

Ironic how I was talking to Nick the night before about how the Metro was only cheaper than driving because of insurance costs. Well, now I have repairs. Insurance pays for it, but my damn insurance will go up. A.R.G.

Side Note: The cop was awesome! He amused the hell out of me. Conversation went kinda like this:

Cop: How're you doing 8D? *the smile on his face is what made it hilarious*
Me: XD Is that a trick question?
Cop: No, I don't think so, but you can make it to be if you want =D!

Then he told me how I should go to court and it'll probably get dropped after going to driving school... hurray!

*twitches* I hate the ads... I'm so used to not seeing them that it took me a moment to register WTF that rectangle of white was between my header page body...

So anyway. this post is overdue, and the only reason I'm even managing to write it up NOW is because I didn't sign onto AIM as soon as I turned my computer on. 8D~ I already told a few people, but now my entire f-list who might give a rat's ass will know.

I FINALLY got a job in my field. Project Coordinator... which, if you ask me, isn't exactly in my field but has opportunities leading up to jobs I might actually use the skills I went to college for... and I actually was twitchy about taking the job, and only because of the time. 8am to 5pm. That is a looooong ass day, and it isn't so much that as FUCKING 8 AM. I HATE mornings.

That and I have a feeling I'll be on the phone a lot talking to people who are like, '...wtf am I supposed to be? I forgot the sheet, but have all the parts... I think...' and I'll try not to strangle them~

But yeah, 12 bucks an hour, benefits, 3.8 hours of vacation time earned every paycheck... or is it 2.8? Either way, it's anywhere between 72.8 and 98.8 hours a year. Which is... 12 days max? Which is kinda funny because Wachovia gives me 15 days straight up [60 hours] and I'm not even full time. Lulz. I don't know if sick days are different at PlanIt, but Wachovia is 15 days flat for whatever the hell you feel like if you get approved for it...

Yeeaaah, and this job starts... March 6th. It was supposed to be February 25th [This Monday! Oh snap~!] but they asked if I can start later so the other girl they hired and I can train together. I should have said no and started Monday like I'd planned, working 12-5 for the first two weeks then 8-5 from then on, because they seem to think I'm going to quit Wachovia...

...but I'm not~! LOLOLOL. I'll keep Wachovia for at least two more months, and put away a decent amount of money before I quit. Wachovia pays the minimum on all my bills, so PlanIt would be savings and paying OFF at least a bill or two. I can suffer for two months, and when I get used to it, it might not be so bad anyway.

But that means I have to go on semi-hiatus on all my RPs until I get the hang of it. Working 8-5 then 5:30 until possibly 11 on some nights leaves only room for SLEEPING. I might turn my comp on, answer all my tags then crash and burn. XD One tag a day. Kinda sad, but better than none at all until the weekend... especially since I used to avoid the comp until possibly Sunday night, but now I've been getting on all day Sunday and Saturday nights, too, sometimes.

But anyway... Done and done. New job. More pay. Less free time. More death. Yay!

The family reunion on Saturday was pretty fun, though I nearly died on 1 hour of sleep... ::shrugs:: I still have some shit to do so I can get a job, but I'm so lazy that it's ridiculous...

I've been playing this Slime thingy game to practice my japanese and... it's more fun than it should be... Oh, and I fail at Katakana... hard... I never liked it, and I still don't... It may be flashcard time... =_=

Speaking of lazy, at least I got the basics of my profile pages done for Hinata and Grimmjow... The relationships lists are going to be a pain the the ass, especially if I still include dropped characters; but, as they aren't as important, I can add those later at the bottom... >/

There are these two drabbles I need to do, and I might do those now... Hell, I just need a list...

- Drabble
- Drabble
- Relationship Lists
- Practice Japanese
- Finish applications for jobs

Funny how the last is the most importan and is at the bottom of that list... alas, procrastination will be my downfall, un...

kjaj;sfd?!?!

Did I mention kjasl;djakl;sjfda?!?!?

DAMN you. I have to go to the bank and.... so shit! Stupid mother fucking over-draft fees. FOUR of them. Yeah, two are my fault, but the other two, hellllllz no. I refuse to pay 80 dollars in over draft fees. REFUSE. I thought I have overdraft protection from my savings. Noooo. ::cursing rabidly at bank::

Anyway, Otakon. ::falls over:: I always want to have lots of money to spend there, as every year I go could be my last, but these last two times I have been sooooo totally brokish when I go. Damnit! I want to go and fucking get commissions and shit, but... I guess I can wait and gets cards and shop around and e-mail them about it later, but a lo tof the times, their con prices are cheaper.... ::dies::

I can't remember how much the hotel was a night so I can refigure my Otakon costs for the people going. x_x Was it 169? ::headdesk:: I need to talk to Seren.... ::siiiiighs:

I wanted to have 583 dollars [round it to 590, jebus, so exact] for the convention, and I don't think I'll even have a hundred, and I don't want to go crazy and use my credit card again, cus it took my months to pay that down. MONTHS. But I might have to if I want anything. ::siiiiiighs::

And hahha, fail. I had to call off work on Friday for my graduation cus I thought it was on Saturday so I didn't take that day off. BUT, I DID try to take that day off before because AMA is this weekend. Then, I got my graduation stuff yesterday, and she's like 'See you Friday! 8D' and my reaction is:

'Okay! 8D!'
'.........'
'O_____O Friday?!'
'⌐_⌐...... well fuck...'

My manager was like '.............you can't come in early?' but I have to get my hair done, so no, I couldn't...... she totally wasn't happy. >_> And she was like 'We had a lot of poeple take off that day for graduation' and I'm like THANK GOD I'M NOT GOING TO BE THERE. They'll probably get out at 11:30 or some shit and DAMN am I happy my graduation is Friday and not Saturday. They're going to be there all fucking night. ::pats them:: Poor bastards. I didn't even want to go to my graduation, but sure as hell have to or my mother'll kick my ass. =_=

Anyway. To the bank... to smack some bitches...

Excuse me, I have to go and laugh myself into a blubbering ball in the corner.

This thread. It is full of WIN. Itachi making jokes about bidding for Light's ass was funny enough, but Light saying turning tricks, regardless of the context and the fact he's denying he'd ever do it... I laugh. HARD. I know I've said it before. I know I've said it a lot. But Itachi. I love RPing you with a passion you asshole.

( Completely random stuff under the cut. Mostly RPing, but... just random shit... )

Hmmm. Yes, quite random, but more stuff here... >_>

( ;_; Mr.T is leaving )

Gah. I'm tired. I want to take a nap, but going to a friends house this afternoon. Even if I didn't go to her house, I'd still be on the comp... RPing... so no rest for me... Too bad I have work tonight. Yesterday was a nice. Yay federal Holidays! We seem to have one once a month... >_> But I don't mind, 'cept for the fact my school never gets off...

… I've been slacking at any real updates to my journal, and since I'm in a very ranty mood, I'm just gonna lump all of these mostly unrelated things into one HUGE ass post. They're all cut, for the most part, cus even I don't want to see how much space this'll take up when I've finished. Three pages 12 pt Times New Roman with 1" margins WHUT

( When it comes to fan translations and professional translations, of course there's a difference. )

( I put in some thought as to why I'd be staying home... )

Does anyone know or care about those Steps 1/2/3/4 [of Four] Complete I was posting a bit ago? Even if you don't, it was my steps in completing my Grimmjow application for campfuckudie. You can look at it here if you're curious. Scroll aaaallllllllllllllllllllll the way down to the last one.

Step One : E-mailing mods to see if Grimmjow was applicable.
Step Two : Completing application.
Step Three : Sending the application out for betaing
Step Four : Sending in the application

( You can't just take the good part and leave the bad stuff behind… )

( Why do all the pretty boys do other pretty boys? )

Gah, and that's all of it, I swear. I had another one, but I've been working on this post for hours and I give up on the last one… Lucky I even reread this for coherency and spelling errors which are still everywhere so shut up…