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LA la la ~ Pt.II
And here it is. Hypocrytes. Pt. II.
So I started a rant on Pan's mom a while ago, about how much she was a hypocryte and how she was smothering. Well, add onto that slightly delusional as well. I think smothering and delusions go hand in hand. If you feel you are doing the best for someone and in the process snuff out any type of life they try to have for themselves, then so be it right? Even though you claim to give them 'everything they ask for' [except the one thing they want] then you're doing good by them, right? Nope.
I kinda stuck my nose into stuff yesterday while I was over which ended in one of Pan's mom's rants that she tells me about. I can understand how they can get irritating after, say, the first 20 minutes, for the 7th time that week.
Pan doesn't tell her mom anything. Her mother is mad that she doesn't tell her anything. She rants at her daughter for not talking. When she does talk, she calls it 'Bullshit' and interrupts. She interrupted me while I was trying to say something, too. I was the one who brought all of it down in the first place, so I guess the fault lies with me for this rant. I apologized to Pan afterwards, but by then it was too late.
Either way, it started off with getting on Pan's ass about her college stuff. Well, my mother did that with me, too. ::laughs:: We're both just slack ass that way. But then, it randomly came down to not talking to her about stuff. I have no idea how the conversation turned this way, but conversations tend to do that. Darn organic things that they are... =_=
Then her mother asked Pan about prom, and she said she had fun. Which was only partially true. Eric still took her, but they'd broken up so it wasn't as much fun as it would have been if they'd still been dating... And her mother asked if they were still going out. I don't know why she asked the question, maybe it was a futile hope of hers that they'd broken up, but Pan responded truthfully. Quite reluctantly. I heard the pause as I glanced over at the Bleach manga she'd downloaded for me. [I'm trying to catch up to the current releases.] Then her mother asked her why they broke up, and the ugly truth came out.
Because her mother scared/pissed him off. She starts blabbering stuff about how if he truly loved her ::yadda yadda:: Then she said something about him using her for rides and all this stuff. That could possibly have been it, but neither Pan nor I know what Eric's thinking. In fact, even if he had been using her, he could have happily continued on with it without Pan's mothers fake 'kindness in a can' that she portrays. She says she's nothing but nice and offers him stuff and not in that 'attitude' kind of way, but you can still feel someone's hatred of you. I don't know anyone who can completely mask their hatred for someone. She just doesn't realize it.
Oh I wish I could have rubbed the Disney affair in her face, but that would have opened a BIG can of worms that just wasn't worth reliving...
So anyway, this goes off to presents. Pan didn't give her mother a mother's day present. I didn't get my mom one either... hell, I didn't even say Happy Mother's Day to her. I didn't say it to my grandmother when I gave her her gift either, now that I think about it. 0.o Either way, she didn't get her mom a christmas or birthday present either. Nothing. She didn't even *say* happy birthday [as far as I could tell] so I can understand why she was upset by that. She asked if I gave my mom a mother's day present, and I was like 'Nope. No money' [and I REALLY didn't have any this time] but I did split the cost of a microwave for Nana. She smiled really wide and was so happy for one. It gave me that warm and fuzzy feeling. ::Awwww!:: Then Pans' mom was like, did you get your mom a present? My mother's birthday hadn't come up yet. But she was like, you know the day of it right? Which, yes, I do. I kept getting it mixed up between the 26th and 27th, but always find out in enough time to get it right. =_=
So yeah. Pan. Buy your mom presents. Even if they suck. It's the thought that counts, right? Maybe you can get her that chocolate dick... ::snorts:: choking:: Yeah, that's something that I'll just leave out there. Pan's mom said it. Not us. She was like, you could have gotten me anything! ::insert object here::, ::insert object here:: , Chocolate Penis. I'll be damned if I remember the first two things she said... Oh well... It relieved the tension and MAN was it funny... :D [I will never again use that smiley face]
Oh, and she seems to think that I'm dirt poor. Which, I admit, I don't have the flowing overbundance of money that she has, but I'm not under stict budget... yet... But that is partially my fault, because I'm always talking about having no money. ::sighs:: Considering my school debt, any actual *money* I have doesn't even feel like mine. =_= I have money, but I always say I'm poor. =_= I suppose if I feel poor, then I won't spend any money. It's rare that I have less than 50 dollars in my account [which is SO little, seriously] but it's rarer for me to have more than 500. ::sighs::
Yay Bleach 79! Yay Eyeshield 35! And yeah, my teacher just called me slightly stale out of highschool. Yeah. That makes me feel special inside.
So I started a rant on Pan's mom a while ago, about how much she was a hypocryte and how she was smothering. Well, add onto that slightly delusional as well. I think smothering and delusions go hand in hand. If you feel you are doing the best for someone and in the process snuff out any type of life they try to have for themselves, then so be it right? Even though you claim to give them 'everything they ask for' [except the one thing they want] then you're doing good by them, right? Nope.
I kinda stuck my nose into stuff yesterday while I was over which ended in one of Pan's mom's rants that she tells me about. I can understand how they can get irritating after, say, the first 20 minutes, for the 7th time that week.
Pan doesn't tell her mom anything. Her mother is mad that she doesn't tell her anything. She rants at her daughter for not talking. When she does talk, she calls it 'Bullshit' and interrupts. She interrupted me while I was trying to say something, too. I was the one who brought all of it down in the first place, so I guess the fault lies with me for this rant. I apologized to Pan afterwards, but by then it was too late.
Either way, it started off with getting on Pan's ass about her college stuff. Well, my mother did that with me, too. ::laughs:: We're both just slack ass that way. But then, it randomly came down to not talking to her about stuff. I have no idea how the conversation turned this way, but conversations tend to do that. Darn organic things that they are... =_=
Then her mother asked Pan about prom, and she said she had fun. Which was only partially true. Eric still took her, but they'd broken up so it wasn't as much fun as it would have been if they'd still been dating... And her mother asked if they were still going out. I don't know why she asked the question, maybe it was a futile hope of hers that they'd broken up, but Pan responded truthfully. Quite reluctantly. I heard the pause as I glanced over at the Bleach manga she'd downloaded for me. [I'm trying to catch up to the current releases.] Then her mother asked her why they broke up, and the ugly truth came out.
Because her mother scared/pissed him off. She starts blabbering stuff about how if he truly loved her ::yadda yadda:: Then she said something about him using her for rides and all this stuff. That could possibly have been it, but neither Pan nor I know what Eric's thinking. In fact, even if he had been using her, he could have happily continued on with it without Pan's mothers fake 'kindness in a can' that she portrays. She says she's nothing but nice and offers him stuff and not in that 'attitude' kind of way, but you can still feel someone's hatred of you. I don't know anyone who can completely mask their hatred for someone. She just doesn't realize it.
Oh I wish I could have rubbed the Disney affair in her face, but that would have opened a BIG can of worms that just wasn't worth reliving...
So anyway, this goes off to presents. Pan didn't give her mother a mother's day present. I didn't get my mom one either... hell, I didn't even say Happy Mother's Day to her. I didn't say it to my grandmother when I gave her her gift either, now that I think about it. 0.o Either way, she didn't get her mom a christmas or birthday present either. Nothing. She didn't even *say* happy birthday [as far as I could tell] so I can understand why she was upset by that. She asked if I gave my mom a mother's day present, and I was like 'Nope. No money' [and I REALLY didn't have any this time] but I did split the cost of a microwave for Nana. She smiled really wide and was so happy for one. It gave me that warm and fuzzy feeling. ::Awwww!:: Then Pans' mom was like, did you get your mom a present? My mother's birthday hadn't come up yet. But she was like, you know the day of it right? Which, yes, I do. I kept getting it mixed up between the 26th and 27th, but always find out in enough time to get it right. =_=
So yeah. Pan. Buy your mom presents. Even if they suck. It's the thought that counts, right? Maybe you can get her that chocolate dick... ::snorts:: choking:: Yeah, that's something that I'll just leave out there. Pan's mom said it. Not us. She was like, you could have gotten me anything! ::insert object here::, ::insert object here:: , Chocolate Penis. I'll be damned if I remember the first two things she said... Oh well... It relieved the tension and MAN was it funny... :D [I will never again use that smiley face]
Oh, and she seems to think that I'm dirt poor. Which, I admit, I don't have the flowing overbundance of money that she has, but I'm not under stict budget... yet... But that is partially my fault, because I'm always talking about having no money. ::sighs:: Considering my school debt, any actual *money* I have doesn't even feel like mine. =_= I have money, but I always say I'm poor. =_= I suppose if I feel poor, then I won't spend any money. It's rare that I have less than 50 dollars in my account [which is SO little, seriously] but it's rarer for me to have more than 500. ::sighs::
Yay Bleach 79! Yay Eyeshield 35! And yeah, my teacher just called me slightly stale out of highschool. Yeah. That makes me feel special inside.